so here i am...last day in nepal about to begin a new chapter of the lotus journey in india. my mind makes a lot of chatter about going to india...it's been a pivotal place for me in the past...what's it going to be *this* time? why does my mind always want to know what's going to happen in the future? if i was handed a book with all the events which were to happen in my life, i wouldn't want to read it - i'd rather ***experience*** them, as they're happening in real-time.
so, dear mind, take a breath & settle down some. i can assure you of one thing, the only thing you are really asking...something a soul-friend of mine sung: "every little thing gonna be alright!"
and come back to the heart. always, as i feel the breath travelling down through my body & filling my lungs, i can return my awareness, concentration and focus to my heart. to that beautiful space within me, where all possibilities exist.
then i realise - WOW! i have a WHOLE day to spend in nepal! wow! what am i going to do with it??? (oh there's the mind again...running off to the future.) breathe. back to the heart... WOW i have this beautiful moment, right HERE, right NOW of being in my heart & putting this love that i feel into this post. filling this computer screen with all the light i feel connected to & allowing that to flow around the globe & fill wherever it is that you are now sitting...
can you feel it? i know i'm not imagining it because i can FEEL it within. this love is real. and it surrounds us in every moment. embraces us. breathe into it. connect to this source of unconditional, divine love travelling as a light-web around the plannet...around the universe.
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haha! funny experience to drop into whilst writing a blog. the thoughts start to come 'what will my parents think when they read this?'...are they going to think i'm going crazy in asia again? or will they understand that what i am experiencing could also be interpreted as the love of God? But this is for them to figure out! i am learning to be more and more my True Self.
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so, here we are. with this flow i have begun my blog. let's use it to strengthen together this web of light surrounding this beautiful world...our heart connection.
one more thing...
i believe in miracles, do you?
so, dear mind, take a breath & settle down some. i can assure you of one thing, the only thing you are really asking...something a soul-friend of mine sung: "every little thing gonna be alright!"
and come back to the heart. always, as i feel the breath travelling down through my body & filling my lungs, i can return my awareness, concentration and focus to my heart. to that beautiful space within me, where all possibilities exist.
then i realise - WOW! i have a WHOLE day to spend in nepal! wow! what am i going to do with it??? (oh there's the mind again...running off to the future.) breathe. back to the heart... WOW i have this beautiful moment, right HERE, right NOW of being in my heart & putting this love that i feel into this post. filling this computer screen with all the light i feel connected to & allowing that to flow around the globe & fill wherever it is that you are now sitting...
can you feel it? i know i'm not imagining it because i can FEEL it within. this love is real. and it surrounds us in every moment. embraces us. breathe into it. connect to this source of unconditional, divine love travelling as a light-web around the plannet...around the universe.
***
haha! funny experience to drop into whilst writing a blog. the thoughts start to come 'what will my parents think when they read this?'...are they going to think i'm going crazy in asia again? or will they understand that what i am experiencing could also be interpreted as the love of God? But this is for them to figure out! i am learning to be more and more my True Self.
***
so, here we are. with this flow i have begun my blog. let's use it to strengthen together this web of light surrounding this beautiful world...our heart connection.
one more thing...
i believe in miracles, do you?
i am struggling to believe in miracles dear lotus... and yet as surely as we breathe ahhhhhhhhhhh out of our lungs and as i write this in this moment of now... i am being asked - by my own self - to surrender to this knowing of who i am, without worrying about "how" i am going to pay for blah blah blah blah..... my thoughts maybe... are convincing me to run run run run run.... somewhere where i can open to connection and guidance with a bit more help and support from places and beings of concentrated light on this planet. it is hard for me rooted here in the bay area. am i running from here? or is here telling me to move. Dear here, what are you saying?? here is telling me to believe in miracles. inner hurt is putting up a fight... i love you dear jennifer, your words of weaving light have helped me so much.... PLEASE keep writing.....
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